Totally. Freaking. Out.

So, I got the shoe situation worked out, thanks to Jeremy at LaSyd's Dancewear. Much shorter heel=much more comfortable shoe.

So, this afternoon, I had planned to "plunk" in the parts for the songs that I have to sing in NoteFlight.com's website, so I can practice at home. Unfortunately, it is just way too advanced for me. I don't understand how to read music well enough to input the notes in the first place. 

So now I'm TOTALLY FREAKING OUT!!!!

I'm trying not to spiral downward. BUT. I can't figure out how to practice the songs at home, and my stupid body is failing me, and I can't dance, and WHAT IF I SUCK?? 

It's a terrible, no good, very bad day.